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		<title>As You Are Now, So Once Was I</title>
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		<dc:creator><![CDATA[Ed Pinsent]]></dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Sat, 03 Jan 2026 08:02:23 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[Swedish creator Thomas Ekelund usually arouses our sympathy for his self-confessed borderline personality disorder, which I think leads him into]]></description>
										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Swedish creator <strong>Thomas Ekelund</strong> usually arouses our sympathy for his self-confessed borderline personality disorder, which I think leads him into bouts of despair and blackness. One of his many aliases whose music we’ve enjoyed is Dead Letters Spell Out Dead Words, whose 2006 record for iDEAL is a classic of “lost in a fog of unknowing” type drone. However, he also records as <strong>Trepaneringsritualen</strong>, whose music is much more intense and situated more squarely in the evil zones of “industrial” and “power electronics”, producing intense blasts which repulse most sensible civilians.</p>
<p>For those with a taste for the raw uncut flavour of death and doom, here are two CDs which compile a number of stray tracks from his catalogue – be they cassette contributions, split LPs, digital-only emanations or unreleased items. This format is a real winner for people like Clay Ruby or Maeror Tri, or indeed any such prolific noisesters who seem to leave a trail of dead scales wherever they go, like so many reptiles. Today’s CDs are both called <em>The Totality of Death</em>, except one is subtitled <em>Alpha</em> (<a href="https://coldspring.co.uk/" target="_blank" rel="noopener">COLD SPRING RECORDS</a> CSR335CD) and the other <em>Omega</em> (CSR336CD), and the artworks are near-symmetrical mirrors of each other printed in different colours (created under Thomas’ <a href="https://nullvoid.net/" target="_blank" rel="noopener">Nullvoid</a> alias); and for those who savour the esoteric gesture, there are plenty of runic inscriptions to convey the idea of “ritual” that seems so important in this context. Naturally, collectors and devotees will need to own both volumes, assuming they can endure this much nihilistic desolation in one sitting.</p>
<p>Besides the hideous groaning and churning sounds, the titles are laced with imagery sure to induce horror among the unwary – pagan rites, esoteric and supernatural symbols, anti-Christian sentiments, violence (those ‘Nine Glistening Daggers’ aren’t designed for use by a manicurist, lemme tell ya), and even hinting at a possible “lost” Tarot card with ‘Two Crescent Moons Embrace The Sun’. Of the two, you might find the <em>Alpha</em> set slightly more approachable as it has a few quiet passages, but that slow intoning voice – wrenched from the backwaters of Hades – is far from comforting. The <em>Omega</em> set is the one to pick if you want to spend 40 mins encased in a nightmarish coma; you can virtually feel your own body slowly decaying into corruption, as you listen.</p>
<p>As usual, my “strong meat” warning applies; approach with caution. On the other hand, there’s a lot to be said for Ekelund purging himself of these negative tendencies in an artistic way; perhaps it’s arguably healthier than enforcing the suppressions of an Online Safety Act, as our government is currently doing here in the UK. (29/07/2024)</p>
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		<title>Hostile Environment</title>
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		<dc:creator><![CDATA[Ed Pinsent]]></dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Mon, 15 Jan 2018 21:41:53 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[Disquieting and unpleasant noise from Shift on his Abandon (COLD SPRING RECORDS CSR236CD) record&#8230;Shift is Martin Willford who started out]]></description>
										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Disquieting and unpleasant noise from <strong>Shift</strong> on his <em>Abandon</em> (<a href="http://coldspring.co.uk/" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer">COLD SPRING RECORDS</a> CSR236CD) record&#8230;Shift is Martin Willford who started out his career of “Death Industrial” in Sweden in the late 1990s, though may have moved to the UK at some point. His work is well represented on the Unrest Productions label, who also put out a vinyl edition of <em>Abandon</em>; on Unrest, you’ll find other like-minded abrasive nasties such as Con-Dom, Grey Wolves, Richard Ramirez, R.Y.N., and Anemone Tube. Industrial noise just won’t go away, evidently, and I have no idea whether it’s even considered to be “underground” any more. For <em>Abandon</em>, Shift is joined by his friends making guest appearances, among them Mikko Aspa of Freak Animal Records, Dan Setthammar, plus Clark, Kokkonen, and Simonson, and the record is drawing on a history of recordings and source materials going back to 2007. The titles are remorseless in their nihilism and hostility, and the opening cut &#8211; ‘To rid them all and to wash their filth from my body’ &#8211; makes plain its creator’s utter contempt for the rest of the human race.</p>
<p>Shift’s music, though – and I can’t recall if I ever heard any before – is surprisingly approachable, at least if compared with your average “power electronics” album from Joe Shock-Value dressed in his black leather uniform and his table of effects pedals powering an irresponsibly loud amplifier feeding back at loud volume. I would broadly characterise <em>Abandon</em> as a series of intense, heavy drones that remain incredibly focussed and fixated on their goal, and as they proceed, the careful accretion and movement of additional layers is executed with a degree of skill and sleight of hand that even a contemporary electro-acoustic composer would envy. This is especially true of the very abstract cut ‘Nothing – No One’, some eight minutes of suffocating anonymity. Only Carl Michael von Hausswolff, who also happens to be of the Swedish persuasion, could be reckoned a match for Shift in terms of the unblinking stern drone and grim intent.</p>
<p>In the final analysis though, Shift still probably wants to align himself with the Industrial lineage, which may imply a flirtation with unwholesome subject matter and dark themes which are, thankfully, not foregrounded too much on <em>Abandon</em>. Then again, there’s the matter of Shift’s “logo” &#8211; at one time it seemed like every grim Industrial act had to have one of these geometric designs alongside their name, and the controversy came when they looked to military regalia for inspiration. Shift’s bleak monad, perhaps depicting seven pennants arranged in a circle, is unlikely to refer to European unification, methinks. There’s also the hideous vocal additions to the punishing last track ‘Armed, Disturbed, Hostile’, which continues for 19 merciless minutes with its grisly electronic growl, its doomy drumbeats, and a vile electric guitar that’s like a parody of all that’s good and enjoyable about heavy metal. Given that this track dominates about half of the total playing time, it’s probably the most reliable indicator of Shift’s inclinations and intentions. Gulp. From 30 May 2017.</p>
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		<title>Horns Of Bitterness</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 05 Jan 2018 21:36:16 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[Last heard from TenHornedBeast in 2010 with his Hunts &#38; Wars album for Cold Spring Records&#8230;he’s back again this year]]></description>
										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Last heard from <strong>TenHornedBeast</strong> <a href="/2010/12/21/emblems-of-horror/" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer">in 2010</a> with his <em>Hunts &amp; Wars</em> album for <a href="http://coldspring.co.uk/" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer">Cold Spring Records</a>&#8230;he’s back again this year with <em>Death Has No Companion</em> (CSR227CD) for same label, and what a bleak proposition it is. C Walton has always been a master of chilling ambient tones in the service of extreme themes and subject matter, but at least on <em>Hunts &amp; Wars</em> there was the suggestion that mankind could usefully be doing <em>something</em>, even if it involved unpleasant violence and blood-spilling. Now, he seems resigned to the fact that everything is completely futile, and advocates doing nothing at all.</p>
<p>Three lengthy tracks of desolate windswept gloom will reinforce this miserable view of life, and give you something to contemplate as you walk the long mile by yourself on a pathway to nowhere. Matter of fact, the album even supplies a visual roadmap for such an expedition, as can be seen on the cover art, and the opening track ‘The Wanderer’ gives more than enough clues as to what your next step should be. Unlike some wanderer from classical mythology, such as Diogenes seeking a man, the Wanderer of TenHornedBeast is a forlorn and despairing soul who meanders a lonely stricken world with his shoulders bent under a heavy burden. Then there’s ‘The Lamentation Of Their Women’, a vacant non-tune filled with world-weary sighs in the form of wispy synth blasts which pulsate their plaint across empty plains.</p>
<p>Lastly, ‘In Each Of Us A Secret Sorrow’ seems to contain in title the key to understanding TenHornedBeast’s philosophy of introverted, self-pitying melancholy. For nearly 24 minutes, the creator wills himself into this cold and friendless condition, completely denying the possibility of human contact, compassion, or charity. This strain of “cold ambient” music, and its miserabilist underpinnings, have I think a lengthy history as a sub-sub-genre of Black Metal, and it is evidently informed by the same anti-Christian anti-humanity sentiments; effectively the music is telling us we’re on our own, there is no hope, and no redemption. In short, the message is there is no God.</p>
<p>Press notes for this monumental downer don’t give us much in the way of hard facts about its realisation, although there are allusions to “discordant piano chords” and “shimmering blizzards of feedback”, and the writer likens the music to snow, frozen landscapes, and “bitter winds”. From 30th May 2017.</p>
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		<title>Enter The Heptagon</title>
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		<dc:creator><![CDATA[Ed Pinsent]]></dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Thu, 31 Aug 2017 20:07:43 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[Trepaneringsritualen is the Swedish industrial doom thing whose abject music has long been appreciated in these quarters&#8230;Thomas Martin Ekelund may]]></description>
										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong><a href="https://trepaneringsritualen.bandcamp.com/" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer">Trepaneringsritualen</a></strong> is the Swedish industrial doom thing whose abject music has long been appreciated in these quarters&#8230;Thomas Martin Ekelund may wallow in self-pity and hate when he’s wearing the Trepaneringsritualen mask, but there’s always much imagination and innovation in the way he layers his grisly outpourings, and even some strange brand of near-human compassion struggling to make itself heard in among the ugly, distorted demonic voices. I don’t think I ever got the original issue of <em>Deathward, To The Womb</em>, which manifested itself like ectoplasm in 2012 on the label Release The Bats, in the form of a baleful spectre. Or a ten-inch LP, as some will have it. The evil spirit also poured itself into a cassette tape that same year, released in America by the Black Horizons and Merzbild labels. Here is it reissued by <a href="http://coldspring.co.uk/" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer">Cold Spring</a> as CSR222LP, both in LP and CD shape, plus there’s a 13-minute bonus cut ‘I Remember When I Was God’ &#8211; about which more below.</p>
<p><em>Deathward, To The Womb</em> has a six-part structure which is somehow pleasing in its symmetry&#8230;you can imagine it working very well on the original vinyl or cassette&#8230;a sequence which is slightly marred by adding the bonus cut. As “doom” music goes, Ekelund’s brand is highly distinctive in an over-crowded field, and he never resorts to the heavy-handed clichés of feedback, plodding drums, and lower-register throaty growls. The six tracks crawl with morbidity and creeping pain, emerging in the form of threatening and deadly black drone music, alarming percussive blows, and hideous vocal emanations&#8230;as with many releases in this “genre”, the words “invocation” and “ritual” spring to mind, and the satanic symbols, mystical images and skulls confirm the malevolent nature of these unhealthy experiments. The press notes here don’t provide much in the way of factual data, but allude to obscure figures named Babalon and Frater T.O.P.A.N., as though we were all familiar with the doings of these mythical wraiths. On the other hand, after 20 minutes of listening, you’ll feel on first name terms with Belial, Leviathan, and other arch-fiends from Hades, so it’s clearly an effective chunk of darkness that does its job.</p>
<p>The murkiness continues with ‘I Remember When I Was God’, which eventually floats off the disc like a grim phantom after several programmed moments of silence. This piece is a new work recorded some three years after <em>Deathward</em>, and once again is intended as a ritualistic summoning of The Old Ones&#8230;they even performed it on the same day as an old pagan festival. It features a number of guest players, many of whom like Thomas are probably miserable loners who release their ultra-black doom records in monochrome sleeves which favour nihilistic imagery&#8230;there’s the Romanian <strong>Alone In The Hollow Garden</strong>; the Finn Antti Litmanen, appearing here as <strong>A.I.L.</strong>; the German death metal vocalist <strong>KzR</strong>; <strong>Michael Idehall</strong>, who has collaborated with Thomas and put out a few cassettes on his Belaten label; the Dutch composer <strong>Nyland II</strong>; and <strong>Æther</strong>, whose work on <em>Edifice Of Nine Sauvastikas</em> we have noted <a href="/2013/05/19/empty-worlds/" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer">here</a>. “To destroy and give life” was the avowed aim of these seven spooksters as they met by moonlight inside a charmed circle. The resultant piece is strong on atmosphere and terror, yet somehow not as purposeful as the solo Trepaneringsritualen concoctions, where the creator proceeds like a sorcerer or Magus wrapt in concentration, working without interruption to follow his diabolical aims. From 20 January 2017.</p>
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		<title>Throne Of Blood</title>
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		<dc:creator><![CDATA[Ed Pinsent]]></dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Mon, 31 Jul 2017 19:52:00 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[Now for some very grisly and soul-shattering “Horror-Electronics” from the American magus Burial Hex (Clay Ruby) last heard in these]]></description>
										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Now for some very grisly and soul-shattering “Horror-Electronics” from the American magus <strong>Burial Hex</strong> (Clay Ruby) last heard in these four walls in 2012 with the terrifying <em>Book Of Delusions</em> album. A quick glance at this madman’s <a href="https://burialhex.bandcamp.com/" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer">Bandcamp page</a> will indicate there’s no end to his prolific career in sight, and you’ve only to peruse the images of skulls, hooded figures, night skies, moons and planets, sigils, symbols, statues and magick hex charms to get an index on where his brain-waves are coming from. Ruby – or CLYRBY &#8211; still seems hell-bent on creating music that serves a purpose “In Psychic Defence” (to use one of his own album titles), and clearly perceives the world as an extremely threatening place filled with invisible enemies, demons and devils who strive to capture his soul. To keep them at bay, he dare not relax his charms for a single second, and consequently his every waking moment is likely to be dedicated to the production of this sickening, harrowing noise, filled with desolate atmospheres, harsh explosive effects, unpleasant grinding sensations, and ghastly shrieks of despair. The present record <em>Throne</em> (<a href="http://coldspring.co.uk/" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer">COLD SPRING RECORDS</a> CSR232CD) is the third in a series of reissue albums, bringing together Clay Ruby’s contributions from split records made with Sylvester Anfang and Iron Fist Of The Sun, and other sources. If you missed the original vinyl editions, here’s your chance to catch up. It opens with three shockers of raw noise and yawping nightmare&#8230;for my reactions to &#8216;The Coming Of War&#8217; and &#8216;Actaeon&#8217;, see <a href="/2012/07/14/three-vinyl-varbins/" target="_blank" rel="noopener noreferrer">this post</a>.</p>
<p>‘The Feast Of Saints Peter And Paul’ is a work that in title at least must be understood as evidence of the “eerie religious allusions” noted in the press release; it’s not quite as violent or aggressive as some of the other punch-fests on this CD, and even allows the listener some room to breath in amongst teeming blocks of steel noise&#8230;but once you do inhale you will find the air is actually poisoned smog from the chimneystacks of Hades. Buried in this ingenious layered mix of shapeless black noise, we hear the pale echoes (the ghost of a ghost) of a celestial choir singing mangled hymns, as if Burial Hex were striving to portray the utter annihilation of all religious endeavour, yet still mourning its demise, and attempting vainly to reconstruct an entire church from the fragments of a charred and broken icon. A very bitter-sweet 19-minutes of angsty despair, chillingly beautiful in its abject visions&#8230;this was the A side of <em>From The Rites Of Lazarus</em>, released in 2010 on the Italian Urashima label.</p>
<p>‘Armagiddion’ was also rescued from Italian vinyl, the 2009 release <em>Bagirwa Hymn</em> on Von Archives. This is even more subdued and atmospheric and with its ambient tones, guitar sketches and exploratory drones, it’s almost like a zero-gravity stroll around what’s left of the scorched globe after a nuclear holocaust&#8230;Ruby once again finds a strange beauty in the horrors of the void, staring intently into dark corners where few men dare to peep. The esoteric artwork for the cover is by long-standing collaborator Nathaniel Ritter. From 30 November 2016.</p>
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		<dc:creator><![CDATA[Ed Pinsent]]></dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Sun, 07 Aug 2016 22:22:07 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[Sterile Garden is another obscure noise project of which I know very little. They may be a trio comprising man]]></description>
										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Sterile Garden</strong> is another obscure noise project of which I know very little. They may be a trio comprising man man Jacob DeRaadt, with later additions Eric Wangsvick, and Joseph Yonkers; Sean Devlin may once have been in their ranks. They’ve been at it since about 2006, and we have before us their current cassette <em>Deliverance In Disturbances</em> (GM# 39) from the German label <a href="http://geraeuschmanufaktur.bandcamp.com/" target="_blank" rel="noopener">Geräuschmanufaktur</a> dedicated to the spread of experimental industrial sounds and harsh grindings. The first side of this monster, called ‘Derive’, is a grim trek across a landscape of supreme desolation; no way of detecting the original sources of these clanking grunts, and a general air of defeatedness hangs over the work. I’ve rarely heard such a <em>corrupted</em> sound, as though the very fabric of the music itself were rotted clean through, like mouldy blankets, rusted machinery, or trees afflicted by disease. Clearly all is not healthy in the Sterile Garden, a garden littered with weeds, insects, and dank ponds.</p>
<p>The title track is on Side B. This is slightly less horrifying than the dismalness of ‘Derive’, and in places one’s ears can make tenuous connections to more familiar tape-based experimental music, in the way that sounds are apparently processed and manipulated. Much effort is put intro creating a wonky, unnatural effect. Much distortion arises in the process, and futile meandering drones are the main output, drones which are highly abrasive and nasty in their intent. As with the A side, I sense a near-complete lack of humanity, as if DeRaadt’s plan were to efface every trace of anything recognisable from the finished product. This may all be part of a supreme effort to alienate the listener, leave us high and dry and thrown back on inner resources if we wish to survive this depressing onslaught of rubble, bad weather, and hostile machinery pounding away at the core of our being.</p>
<p>The cover art may continue some of these themes. The imagery is almost all abstract, with few concessions to printing a clearly identifiable image, or even allowing for simple clarity of shape. Murky reproduction creating shadows and fog further advances the notions of ambiguity and uncertainty. The front cover is a miniature art gallery from the imaginary museum of Russian Death Art from the 1920s. Inside is a collage of treated photo which may represent the aftermath of an unpleasant murder or suicide, with a barely-recognisable torso being dragged by the feet. None of this is especially brutal noise, but it is truly depressing, verging on the insufferable in its sullen opacity and determination to remain grim and impenetrable. From 14th March 2016.</p>
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		<dc:creator><![CDATA[Ed Pinsent]]></dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Mon, 05 Jan 2015 16:16:10 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[Another superbly bleak record from Yek Koo, following on from 2012&#8217;s Love Song for The Dead C. The new album]]></description>
										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Another superbly bleak record from <strong>Yek Koo</strong>, following on from 2012&#8217;s <em>Love Song for The Dead C</em>. The new album <em>Desolation Peak</em> (<a href="http://emeraldcocoon.bandcamp.com/" target="_blank" rel="noopener">EMERALD COCOON</a> EC011) arrived here 3rd December 2013, and it&#8217;s a harrowing piece of art music made with voice, heavy guitar, feedback, and percussion, hopefully all-metal and scraped with daggers rather than violin bows. Helga Fassonaki enacts ritualistic psycho-dramas, trudging slowly through abstract mind-scapes and dragging behind her a ball and chain on each foot, plus a weighty burden on her back representing the sins and miseries of all mankind. This release is less &#8220;fragile&#8221; than the 2012 album, and it&#8217;s as though Helga has managed to give her music (especially her guitar playing) more weight and iron, without sacrificing the subtleties that mark her best work. The voice is one of the strongest elements; forlorn plaints, hideous doomed wails and anguished sobs that you&#8217;d need a heart of stone to remain untouched. As to the guitar work, it&#8217;s unpredictable to the max; she does her best to avoid formulaic repetition and resists any temptation to lapse into mindless strumming. Any given average stoner rock band would thus be defeated in short order by this imaginative creator&#8217;s impulses, as each recorded statement is largely unpredictable. But that isn&#8217;t to say she&#8217;s afraid of monotony, when it suits the mood and purpose of the song; no wonder the press notes refer us to &#8220;East African ritual chants&#8221; in an attempt to nail down the &#8220;haunted&#8221; and compulsive vibes of Yek Koo. Indeed, she does seem possessed of multiple ghosts and unpleasant memories on this outing, such that the whole of <em>Desolation Peak</em> serves as a personal exorcism for its creator, a cleansing rite, where only the last track with its bracingly crisp guitar strums indicates that the purging has succeeded, or offers any degree of hope. Helga also did the cover art, an expressive ink drawing that looks like the head of a bronze statue of a Goddess, sawn off and lying abandoned in some Mediterranean shore of ancient times.</p>
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<p>Malevolent, turgid guitar art-rock from <strong>La Morte Young</strong> on their eponymous album (<a href="http://www.dysmusie.com" target="_blank" rel="noopener">DYSMUSIE</a> 002 / UP AGAINST THE WALL MOTHERFUCKERS! UATWM 005), which we&#8217;ve had here lingering on the vinyl casements since 23rd December 2013. The band are a hideous amalgamation – given the music, one might say a Frankensteinian monstrosity – of three French bands, to wit Nappe, Talweg, and Sun Stabbed, all of them operating more or less in the area of grim guitar drone or Black Metal-ish diabolerie. Sun Stabbed from Grenoble are the only ones I&#8217;ve heard of, and I still reckon their album for Doubtful Sounds is worthy of your investigation. On these 2012 live recordings, the band literally crawl their across the first side, most of which is occupied by the long track &#8216;You Must Believe In Spring&#8217;, with a nauseating mix of over-amped guitars, indigestible feedback, ugly chord shapes, and drumming that belongs at the bottom of the ocean or inside a whale, so ponderous and slow it be. After that point, they receive an injection of adrenaline straight to the heart that enables them to perform the first track on the flip, a stormer which is eccentrically named after a jazz LP by Roland Kirk (all the track titles have their origins in jazz LPs, for some reason), and amounts to a lively assault on the forces of lethargy and torpor, the band springing into action like armoured warriors ready to battle the massed armies of anti-life. Thereafter they follow a course which leads them to the outright anguish of the closing track &#8211; called &#8216;Brotherhood Of Breath&#8217;, but there the resemblance to Chris McGregor&#8217;s pan-cultural jazz big-band aesthetic ends – where I seem to hear screaming vocals in the midst of an almighty and painful guitar roar. La Morte Young are explicitly paying homage to Michael Morley and Gate / The Dead C, a player now revered as an important innovator in this particular stream of slow and heavy formless and tuneless rock noise. They&#8217;ve even commissioned said Morley to provide the cover art, with its cosmic and hieratic flower-star shapes hinting at a distant cosmos, where (judging by the lumbering music) each planet in the solar system has a gravitational pull that exceeds a million Jupiters. I should add that La Morte Young don&#8217;t wallow in misery, and clearly use this form of music to purge themselves of despair. As such, it&#8217;s potentially a very healthy listen. It&#8217;s also distinctly European somewhere, just ever so slightly intellectualised and over-thought, regardless of how many Sonic Youth namechecks the label may make on their behalf. Not bad at all. A co-production between two labels, with press notes provided by the curiously-named Merzbo-Derek. Has since been reissued on cassette by Ba Da Bing! in the US.</p>
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		<title>Silence: plenty to say but a better and more powerful form of expression is needed</title>
		<link>https://www.thesoundprojector.com/2014/07/07/silence/</link>
		
		<dc:creator><![CDATA[nausika]]></dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Mon, 07 Jul 2014 03:40:54 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[Echo of Emptiness, Silence, Depressive Illusion Records, CDR cut 1061 (2013) For an album titled &#8220;Silence&#8221;, this recording turns out]]></description>
										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p><strong>Echo of Emptiness, <em>Silence</em>, Depressive Illusion Records, CDR cut 1061 (2013)</strong></p>
<p>For an album titled &#8220;Silence&#8221;, this recording turns out to have plenty to say over some 49 minutes. This is atmospheric and creepy black metal from Russian duo Echo of Emptiness. It can be an ideal record to play late at night if you&#8217;re in the mood: it has a very dark and intimate feel and you can easily think yourself the only human existing on this tiny planet as you listen to this music of melancholy and loneliness. The band&#8217;s sound is distinctive: the guitars seem to have a very compressed shrill and steel tone almost reminiscent of very reedy woodwind instruments even when playing tremolo. The texture of the music is furry and crispy at the same time. The vocals are a mix of grim BM style and clean-toned and the members sing in English.</p>
<p>The album consists of seven tracks but the ones that will be of most interest are tracks 2 to 6 as these are a mix of black metal and ambient. The other tracks are purely ambient tone pieces: wintry, cold and minimal, with no more than a bass melody or ominous sub-bass drone being audible, they perhaps take up more space on the album than listeners might like but I suppose their length is in keeping with the album&#8217;s themes of hopelessness, depression and shuffling off the mortal coil.</p>
<p>While they have a good sound, the black metal tracks tend towards slow and plodding in pace. There&#8217;s not much energy in the songs and for a good part of the album they drift in the grey zone between comatose and barely sitting up. A big part of the problem is the limp drumming, thin and soft in sound and not featuring much variety in playing, let alone power and speed. The vocals carry all the emotion and anguish and veer dangerously close to melodramatic hysteria. Songs like &#8220;Melancholy&#8221; resemble mini-operas in the way the voices alternate between BM and clear, as though a conversation in a dark cave is in progress. The band&#8217;s potential is revealed on &#8220;Exhausted by Life&#8221; when at long last the music speeds up but even here this has the unfortunate effect of revealing how much EoE misses out on not having a strong, focused and driving rhythm section.</p>
<p>I realise the album aims to recreate the feeling of suicidal depression, the lack of energy and motivation that accompanies it, and the fragmentation of identity but EoE have a lot of work to do to convince us listeners that their work is worthy of our time. The guys have atmosphere down pat and a good sound, and they show ability in experimenting with sound and mood. They need to work on developing a more powerful sound with forceful percussion that pushes the rest of the music and inspires them to create and play urgent music with a large range of emotional expression.</p>
<p>I don&#8217;t get much sense of the angst and pain of living with depression, and the torment it causes to sufferers. That is something the album should have tried to capture.</p>
<p>Contact: <a title="Depressive Illusions Records" href="http://depressiveillusions.com/items/cd-r/black-metal-pagan-metal-blackgaze/echo-emptiness-silence" target="_blank" rel="noopener">Depressive Illusions Records</a></p>
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		<title>Condensing Clouds</title>
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		<dc:creator><![CDATA[Ed Pinsent]]></dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Thu, 04 Apr 2013 14:12:43 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[From Göteborg in Sweden [1. Also the home of Fang Bomb Records, our favourite label of angsty and grating Swedish]]></description>
										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>From Göteborg in Sweden [1. Also the home of Fang Bomb Records, our favourite label of angsty and grating Swedish noise.] we have a package of tapes produced by the label <a href="http://nativepartsrec.com/" target="_blank" rel="noopener">Native Parts Records</a> which arrived 1st June 2012. The DIY collage covers looked promising and the website follows a similar aesthetic, configured so that the scrolling takes place on the horizontal plane instead of the vertical. <strong>Skogar</strong> is Johannes Brander and his solo tape is <em>Magic / Khands</em> (NPR02) which is quite pleasing although I found the first track wittering on for too long with its dreamy synth runs and rather pointless droning. What don&#8217;t I like? Hmmm&#8230;maybe the root note is a bit too ordinary and the overall tone is a shade too nice, as if the music were trying too hard to please an audience. However the B side (if indeed that is correct since the sides are unmarked) is darker and more engaging. Fairly sinister edge and lots of unknown quantities. I find myself being gently pulled into a bewildering maze of slightly distorted rumbling and keening noises, a faded jungle of imaginary plants and wildlife. Skogar seems to work best when he allows himself to meander in this echoey electronic murk, a gaseous entity which is almost beyond being abstract, so lacking in definition it be. Yet there is a core of some living matter within the cloud. Pulsate! Pulsate! Skugar also exhibits some interest in psychedelic or proggy tunes, as suggested by his cover of a Bardo Pond piece, an American band whom we would associate with that early 1990s upsurge interest in &#8220;space-rock&#8221; and latterday psychey droning with guitars. Skogar works well for me when his inner skeleton is acting sullen and weird, and he should force himself down that path of incommunicative obscurity more often, perhaps by putting his head in a cloth sack [2. I make this suggestion simply as a cheap and practical way to achieve sensory deprivation. More sophisticated methods are available.]. Also we like his interest in malfunctioning or broken equipment which was used to make the record. Strange cover art shows men in sun hats like 1930s Mexicans or Paraguyans, being dwarved by enormous plants, maybe some form of gigantic sugar beet or other local crop. There is also a luxury art edition of the release which comes with a unique painting on wood. It&#8217;s an old-ish release from 2010 but is still available.</p>
<p>Brander&#8217;s an able painter as shown by the symbolist cover art [3. It depicts a cathedral blighted by a witch in the guise of a black spider with multiple arms.] he produced for <strong>Verfver</strong>&#8216;s tape which is <em>Animi / Animus</em> (NPR24). A solo tape by Johan Gustafsson who is also associated with Tsukimono, Blessings, and Scraps of Tape. We like him well as Tsukimono, under which name he produced the memorable title &#8216;Moan Jar&#8217; for a compilation. This tape doesn&#8217;t quite produce the desired chilling / pessimistic / bleak visions however. Distortion and lo-fi recording are the guiding lights behind this scrapbook of musical episodes, pages and cuttings torn from the eyes and mind of a restless soul. Verfver does manage some pleasing moments in this eclectic array of ambient, drones, tunes, piano fugues, and rhythmic avant-rock tunes, but there is too often a deficiency of conviction or weight behind his musical utterances. I&#8217;m sure there is a way to turn these wispy tones into the sort of plangent and heartfelt melancholic wails to which he aspires. He has certainly managed as much in his Tsukimono guise.</p>
<p>Lastly we have <strong>Crystal Crypt</strong>&#8216;s <em>II</em> (NPR21). Crystal Crypt is another alias for Johannes Brander, and again the package is adorned with clippings from <em>National Geographic</em> magazine to form the collage cover art. The titles here certainly indicate a more “cosmic” Pink Floyd type outlook on man&#8217;s existence, with &#8216;Beyond&#8217;, &#8216;Worlds Apart&#8217; and &#8216;Future Past&#8217; pointing to his aspirations to journey into the metaphysical zones. Realised I think mostly with an electric guitar, feedback and an echo unit, though there is also percussion and other things going on. Works best when it wallows in maddening repetition and remorseless exploration of raw guitar tones. The music he makes here can also appear lonely and isolated, so perhaps at one level these tunes and their ponderous titles are metaphors for an inability to communicate [4. At times the music put me in mind of another Göteborg depressive, Dead Letters Spell Out Dead Words, who likewise despairs of making himself understood by the rest of humanity. In that instance the creator suffers from borderline personality disorder.]. Although still formless, woolly and self-indulgent in places, this cloudy and clanging music does have the same sort of “Roman wilderness of pain” vibe as the Skogar tape, a mental state which Brander would do well to cultivate and explore even more fearlessly on future experiments with his psychological axe. A 2011 recording which the creator wishes to associate with &#8216;Heart of Darkness&#8217;, the Conrad novel which was one of the texts which fed into <em>Apocalypse Now</em>, still the movie of choice for all dark-hearted outcasts and pariahs of society. I often think a lot of these musicians wish they could remake the soundtrack for this film, and this tape may represent another entry in that ongoing catalogue.</p>
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		<title>A Cursed Figure in a Bleak Landscape</title>
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		<dc:creator><![CDATA[Ed Pinsent]]></dc:creator>
		<pubDate>Sat, 02 Apr 2011 18:00:28 +0000</pubDate>
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					<description><![CDATA[Fine package of alienated spew from LF Records in Bristol which we registered in the packing bay on 4th January]]></description>
										<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Fine package of alienated spew from <a href="http://lfrecords.autmusic.com/" target="_blank" rel="noopener">LF Records</a> in Bristol which we registered in the packing bay on 4th January 2011. LF013 is a split C30 tape by <strong>Betty</strong> and <strong>Little Creature</strong>. The Betty side starts out with some unbelievably fine chaotic, fractured electronic and collage monstrosities, after which it settles for dishing out nightmare drone chords cut open with distressing samples of agonised human shrieks. Little Creature proposes that we swim in large vats of tension-filled electric sound on their side, and also delivers some examples of lo-fi acoustic outsider-rock in the mode of Sebadoh, which is pretty testing listening; a shade too attenuated and incoherent for me, but it effectively limns a portrait of strung-out urban desolation. An unsettling little monster of a tape decorated with a picture of a black bat spinning to its doom in among a collage of magazine texts and pictures of the streets. &#8220;A couple of my favourite droogs in UK noise today,&#8221; claims label owner.</p>
<p>I found more substance for my shredded eardrums on the self-titled &#8220;double-album&#8221; (LF012) released by <strong>Menschenfleisch</strong>, two long cassettes of ugly grind produced by the trio of Anton Maiof, Greg Godwin and Nick Talbot. Hot weather, alcohol, sweat and vomit all seem to have played a part in the realisation of these four scorching sides of abrasive electrical sewage, where the pumping devices are working overtime to dredge foul substances up from below the surface of the earth and numerous crystal radio sets are tuned to inhuman stations on planet Mars that are fit to disrupt clear thinking. Fuzz, distortion, shrieks and feedback are clogged together in such thick clumps it&#8217;s a wonder they were able to breath in that foetid swamp of a studio. However, it&#8217;s not a totally remorseless set, as the simpatico trio have found inventive ways to give each other space to unleash their respective table-top horrors, and the music offers strong dynamics while still remaining true to the chosen aesthetic of the coarse and stinky. Ian Watson (Phantomhead Recordings) drew the visceral cover art of a flayed man stoically accepting his intolerable situation; a visual motif which has been inseparable, it seems, from industrial and noise records since about 1980 onwards.</p>
<p>Greg Godwin (who also happens to run this excellent label with its tiny hard-to-get editions) also records as <strong>dsic</strong>, whose corrosive noise records have never failed to elicit enjoyment in this writer&#8217;s neural capacitors. His <em>Roman Birdhouse</em> (LF016) is a mini-CDR packed with five short stabs from his acid-filled fountain pen, and the hyperactive and tuneless noise delivers such weight and volume that it&#8217;s hard to conceive these grumbling beasts were put together inside a computer. Maybe they weren&#8217;t, and instead he uses his laptop in magical ways to subdue supernatural forces (semi-human imps and demons) which beset him as he seals himself inside his private performance space to realise these growly scrawls. There&#8217;s a plausible theory about prehistoric cave paintings that suggests they could have been executed by artists retreating into a private, visual world of their own and conjuring visions; which is why many of them are located in very hard-to-reach places, such as at the back of a narrow cave. On recordings like these, dsic resembles a modern cave painter wedged in just such a tight space. Will he emerge alive?</p>
<p>Similar sympathies are elicited by the self-titled CDR by <strong>Sixteen Fingers</strong> (LF014), which exists in an edition of 20 copies only, and is deliberately intended as a prime example of irredeemably hopeless electronic despair. Some tracks are angry and fragmented, like a blind and infuriated teenager smashing his head into a television set, but my favourite tracks are those which exactly resemble the thought processes of chronic desperation, all interiority and inevitability, where sheer futility is all that can be gathered in one&#8217;s mental fingertips as you feel your very brain unweaving itself like rotted fibres. Whoever made this ultra-edgy record is seriously up against the barriers; proof that noise like this can be truly therapeutic if left in the right hands. Let&#8217;s hope the creator exorcised at least some of his two thousand inner demons. An essential blast of true mental sickness!</p>
<p><strong>Gnar Hest</strong> is Matt Loveridge, crediting himself with synths, programming and &#8220;muck&#8221;, always an essential ingredient in the compositional process. His <em>Tracts On How Severe I Welcome Nonexistence As Harsh As Is</em> (LF 017) is another mini CDR, and oddly enough turns out to be the most &#8220;melodic&#8221; of this batch. Sequenced layers, drones, rhythmical throbbing and restless knob-twiddling coalesce for twenty minutes to create a very thick wodge of analogue electronic meat, which Gnar Hest slices into huge hefts with his sword while ladling heavy gravy from his free hand into your slop bowl. I&#8217;m sure it wasn&#8217;t his intention, but this comes across as a kind of wonky and drunken Rick Wakeman record, or some forgotten out-take from the Mo Wax vaults fed through a fourth-dimensional blender. The creator is apparently quite young and fresh-faced and the label is touting this record, partly tongue-in-cheek, as a species of avant-garde underground dance music. Expect to see a heavy 12-inch slab from Gnar Hest in BM Soho any day now.</p>
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